i know i should stop thinking abt it
i wish i could
i tried telling myself that a B is good enough
or its still possible to get an A
but my father doesnt evn want to talk to me about it
and he expects no less than 4 As from me.
it's freaking hard.
sometimes i really cant take it anymore
" Why don't you like me the way I am? I'm not a genius!" - Jing mei, Joy Luck Club
sometimes i really cant help but feel that way
why does he expect so much from me
i'm just going to school, studying with no final aim
i dont know what i want in life
i feel like a drifting piece of wood
drifting on and on in the ocean, waiting to find some shore to land on, or for someone to pick me up
and then what happens?
does the wood get thrown away?
or will it be useful in some way or another?
tmr, when i wake up, i'll forget all about this.
pls, God, pls let me forget.
